| What Am I To You ? |
[Dec. 4th, 2006|04:02 am] |
Can I ask you a question ? What am I to you ?
A normal friend ? A best friend ? or am i even your friend at all ?
You know, i treated you as my best friend .. I've always treated you more than just a friend .. All the time ..
But why would you have to lie to me ? Again and again ?
I've always believed in whatever you tell me. You said you love me, i believe you and i was so happy for it ! I thought i'm the happiest man in the world. You said you'll miss me, i believe you and i miss you every day and night .. You said you'll call me whenever you're back, i believe you and i was hoping for that day more than anything else .. Nothing else matter, if only you said it ..
But why you didn't call me when you're back ? Why would you hide it away from me ? You know, you can really just tell me that you don't feel like seeing me anymore if that's what you felt about me .. You can really just tell me if you think you are too good for me .. Just don't hurt me this way .. Please, i can't take it ..
Is it things between you and me changed ? I'll let you go then .. As long as you're happy. I love you too much !! More than you'll ever, ever know.
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After all this while
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I'm letting you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I letting you go ..
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| 我非常想念你, 你知道吗 ? |
[Nov. 19th, 2006|01:27 pm] |
(口白)
Mr.Moon 请你告诉他, 我把最真的给他 ..
在地球两端日夜分隔我俩
沾上琴弦的思念唱出对你的纤绻
你的心遗落在它乡 我托付月亮把孤单带上
万言千语都随月移圆缺
和你相聚的时光总是那么的短暂
期待和你相逢在异乡的情路上
回到最初的地方看你熟悉的脸庞
共月共听共盼宁静的月光
在地球两端日夜分隔我俩
沾上琴弦的思念唱出对你的纤绻
你的心遗落在它乡我托付月亮把孤单带上
万言千语都随月移圆缺
和你相聚的时光总是那么的短暂
期待和你相逢在异乡的情路上
回到最初的地方看你熟悉的脸庞
共月共听共盼宁静的月光
长长的黑夜寂寞陪我入睡
想念不停叠著想念叠成一座山
和你相聚的时光总是那么的短暂
期待和你相逢在异乡的情路上
回到最初的地方看你熟悉的脸庞
共月共听共盼宁静的月光
同年同月同日敞开的心窗 MR.MOON .. |
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| Back again ! |
[Nov. 17th, 2006|04:23 am] |
| Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male | 
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
OK i'm back. I know it's been a long long time but i guess i was just away for good. :) So i was totally pissed by one of the candidate i talked to this morning .. He just wasted all my effort and time after i've been talking and helping him for the entire month !! He just ruined everything like that ! I can't believe it but i have to .. Due to that i was so grumpy for the whole morning, don't feel like talking at all. But oh well, life goes on ! Now i'm happy and cheerful again ! Back to the basic, i know !! Haha .. |
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| 忽然之间 |
[Oct. 26th, 2006|04:45 pm] |
忽然之间
天昏地暗
世界可以忽然什么都没有
我想起了你
再想到自己
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候
怀念你
我明白
太放不开你的爱
太熟悉你的关怀
分不开
想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在
就算时针都停摆
就算生命像尘埃
分不开
我们也许反而更相信爱
如果这天地
最终会消失
不想一路走来珍惜的回忆
没有你
我明白
太放不开你的爱
太熟悉你的关怀
分不开
想你算是安慰还是悲哀
而现在
就算时针都停摆
就算生命像尘埃
分不开
我们也许反而更相信爱 |
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| 开始懂了 |
[Oct. 23rd, 2006|08:19 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | 有昨天还是好的 | ] |
| [ | Howz tha feelin' |
| |  awake | ] |
Now it's 4:22am . I should be on my bed sleeping at this time, i know. But guess i slept too much at the evening thus now i sorta awake already .. Suddenly i feel like writing down my thoughts and feeling in my head now to this journal that's why i'm here.
我竟然没有调头
最残忍那一刻
静静看你走
一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔
是透澈的懂了
爱情是流动的
不由人的
何必激动着要理由
相信你只是怕伤害我
不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了
宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了
也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
但明天是自己的
开始懂了
快乐是选择
Mahal Kita .. |
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| Back ! |
[Oct. 19th, 2006|11:33 am] |
Alright, i need to repent for my slothfulness .. :OP But i just don't feel like writing .. Anyway, last few days were pretty cool. Just not so eventful thus i have nothing to write about here .. Today has been good so far .. Happy because i think i'm still being remembered, or should i say, not yet being forgotten. I got a lot going on in my mind as i know the next couple days i'll be in an emotional rollercoaster again ! Sad but true .. Let's see what will happen to me then .. Need to pray harder .. |
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| Monster Inc .. |
[Oct. 14th, 2006|04:48 am] |
So yesterday night i went to my colleague's house. She's having a house-warming party and what a great new house she has had ! The food was great, the party went well but yea i'm not really a 'party' person so it was good anyway. ;) But the 'high light' of the night is gonna be this WAY CUTE little girl that i saw. She is so adorable and you know what ? She just look like the little girl in Monster Inc !! I'm not kidding, i got picture of her to show ya all !!
So this is the little girl -- Sabrina
And here's the real Monster Inc girl -- Boo
All right here's another cute picture of Sabrina ! ;)
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| Why |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|03:26 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | 别说对不起 别让我伤了心才说 不是故意 | ] |
| [ | Howz tha feelin' |
| |  n alone too .. | ] |
| [ | Watz rollin' |
| | 不作你的朋友 by S.H.E, < 不想长大 > | ] |
I'm feeling down again. Don't say that i'm moody or dramatic coz i'm not. I just felt really low like i want to dig a hole on the ground, jump in and bury myself. To cut myself away from everyone. I wonder why ? Why people around me always take me for granted. I loved them and treated them well but why everytime i ended up being hurt ? Deeply.. Seems like they don't know i'll be hurt. I've been giving all i have and doing all i can, and all i want is not "i'm sorry .." What's the problem with me ? Am I not good enough ? I know i kinda like to talk, but is it a really bad thing ? I show my feelings and express my feeling, is it wrong ? Why they just hate me without giving me a reason ? Why ? It always ended up me being misunderstand and everyone thinks that i'm the bad one .. Why ? It always ended up they treated me as if i'm really a bad bad person .. Why ? I just need love and kindness. I just need a hug. I just need something from you to let me know that you still care for me .. Why ? Why all of you want to go that way ? Do you all have to go that way ? It always seems other people is better than me, like i worth nothing to all of you. Why you have to make me feel this way ? If all you want is to see me get hurt, i'm telling you this, i'm not only hurting now but also bleeding ... I know i'm dying inside as well ..
别说对不起
望远镜 看不见你 你的心 飞去哪里 无声飞行 享受黑夜的静谧
别说对不起 别让我伤了心才说 不是故意 我却无法怪你
别说对不起 别让我的爱情变成廉价物品 我却只能爱你
闭上眼睛 却看见你 想你的好 代替无力
我相信你 却开始不信任自己
别说对不起 别让我灰了心才说 不是故意 我却无法怪你
别说对不起 别让我的爱情变的小心翼翼 我却只能爱你
用行动来证明 你的决心 不要说说而已 我想要的不只是 SORRY
不作你的朋友
慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地 深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定 在这个时候说我 让你感动过
别握住我的手 说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人 变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手 想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手 并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛 没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中 看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我 在这个时候对我 比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友 |
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| Time Capsule |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|11:10 am] |
| [ | Howz tha feelin' |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | Watz rollin' |
| | One More Sad Song by The All American Rejects | ] |
Yay !! I just contributed something to the Yahoo Time Capsule page. I think it's really cool as people around the world contributed something for example picture, voice, video, thoughts etc .. into it just for the year 2006 ! And i'm glad because i'm part of it !! Haha ..
http://timecapsule.yahoo.com/capsule.php |
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| I'm ... Orange ?? |
[Oct. 7th, 2006|07:21 am] |
 | You scored as Orange. Orange is energising, warm and loving and this is just like you. You love people, are always surrounded by many friends and tend appreciate and help them whenever you can. You also like to stand out and at first impressions come of as a lovable person. Most people adore you.
White | | 78% | Orange | | 78% | Blue | | 72% | Yellow | | 61% | Green | | 61% | Pink | | 50% | Purple | | 44% | Red | | 44% | Black | | 39% | </td>
Which Colour Represents You???
created with QuizFarm.com |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|11:43 am] |
Tomorrow is gonna be the actual day of Moon Light Festival and just now i received a greeting e-card from my friend which has my name on it ! I think it's pretty cool thus i'll post it up here .. :OP
Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo... |
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| I'm flattered .. |
[Oct. 5th, 2006|05:19 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | i'm thinking of you | ] |
| [ | Howz tha feelin' |
| |  *blushed* | ] |
| [ | Watz rollin' |
| | Thinking Of You by The Kung Fu Girls | ] |
Well it's getting close to the time i'm off from work so i've been pretty unfocus in my work already .. Haha .. :OP Hhm .. Today is pretty cool as everything is also fine with me.
Oh but yesterday i was really flaterred ( actually until now )!! So my cousin was back from Australia for a vacation last week and yesterday was the last day she's here. Thus we decided to really sit down and talk for a bit. She's a "mix-xy" that's what we said here and she's same age with me. It was 10 years ago since the last time i saw her in person as she moved to Australia together with her grandparents ( which are from Australia themselves ). We are pretty close eversince we're still kids and we can talk about everything as cousins ! :O) Thus she told me yesterday she stayed in Fiji doing some charity work for 2 years and that's where she knew her current boyfriend. Sweet .. :O) And we talked about stuffs and man, it was like never ending because we haven't seen each other for 10 years !! Crazy ! So lastly before she leave, she asked me to take a picture with her and she said " Hey u know what ? You're really a good looking man now ! You're lookin' hot ! " That's just her, my crazy yet funny cousin -- Amy !! I'll miss her .. Although i don't really believe in what she said ( forgive me, Amy ! :OP ) .. Haha ..
Oops, it's the time now .. Ready to go !! 1,2,3 ..... |
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| To A Beautiful Person |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|11:57 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | and then i start to sing | ] |
| [ | Howz tha feelin' |
| | good | ] |
| [ | Watz rollin' |
| | Start To Sing by Forsaken, from the album < Forsaken > | ] |
Until now my day is still calm and un-eventful. That's good, not that i want my day to be full of drama though .. Haha .. But just visited one of my friend's blog and i read a poem that she put there. I like that poem so much that i have to 'borrow' it from her . Jessica, sorry but i have to do it ! I know you won't mind right ? :OP
To A Beautiful Person
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning.
Whenever you want to talk, He listens.
He can live anywhere in the universe, but He chose your heart.
Face it friend, He is crazy about you!
God didn't promise days without pain,
Laughter without sorrow, sun without rain,
But He did promise strength for the day,
Comfort for the tears, and light for the way. |
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| 好久好久 .. |
[Oct. 3rd, 2006|10:20 pm] |
在无人问候的夜里
只是可以自己安慰自己
孤独的人都知道
寂莫并非消遣的东西
在不言不语的房里
昏暗的灯光墙角的冷清
孤独的人最清楚
无聊并非消遣的东西
好久好久
没有你的消息你的关心
只能关灯看自己关上了自己
流泪也是多此一举
好久好久
假装已经忘记已经放弃
这样的距离不美
距离不再美 忍不住不断去想你
你最熟悉 |
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| Losing My Keys |
[Oct. 3rd, 2006|09:04 am] |
| [ | Howz tha feelin' |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | Watz rollin' |
| | Maneater by Nelly Furtado | ] |
So I was a bit pissed yesterday. I went over to a member's house to join them for the family home evening that they're having. Well they invited me to go so i decided to go over. We were having a really good times. Then after that we went out to get something as snacks .. I spent the whole night with them and decided that i should go home. But to my horror, i can't find my bunch of keys !! We searched every little corner in the house and we even went back to the place where we got the snacks but i just can't find it !! Ended up i have to get the spare keys from my mom just to ride my own motorbike home .. Now i'm talking about losing my very own bunch of house keys, with a few keys for the chapel's entrance !! Man, it sucks to lose all your keys ...
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| Funniest Story Of The Week ! |
[Sep. 29th, 2006|10:58 am] |
Hahahahaha !! Sorry but i can't help to laugh out loud !! Alright i'll slap my hands with a ruler and close my mouth..... Hahahahaha !!!
My friend here just told me a funny story of her that makes me want to laugh ! I know that's mean, but i just can't help it !! :OP
Her name is Stephanie. Well the story happened to her couple days ago. She was trying to call this cable guy to fix her house phone or something. Well actually the appointment was being made initially but when this guy called her, her cellphone low batt and she can't pick up the phone .. So she tried to call him back. But then through the phone she heard voices asking her like " Who are you ?! Tell me !! Who's calling me ?! Who are you ? Huh ? Who are you ? Tell me !! " so basically stuffs like that. And she was scared and answering the same question again and again " Mister XX, it's me ! Hey Mr, it's me.. I'm Stephanie !! Mr, Stephanie here .. " and i can imagine she must be very nervours and embarass that time !! :OP Best part was after all these then suddenly someone pick up the phone and say "hello ? " to her. Then only she realize all those was just his caller tune =.=||||
Wahahahaha ... :OP
She told me luckily during that time nobody else is there to 'witness' the event !! Man, i can't imagine if i was on the spot, i sure laugh till i drop on the floor and rolling around !! Hahahaha ... |
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| Random 'cut & paste' |
[Sep. 28th, 2006|08:17 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | good vs bad | ] |
| [ | Howz tha feelin' |
| |  still a bit sleepy | ] |
So honestly i've been really tired and getting a bit lazy in writing .. Yea, i've been being a sloth for some times now .. Haha .. I need to change and i will. I just went to my friend's blog and she posted this piece of thinking which i think it's hilarious but somehow true to it's own way .. :O)
"
Good People and Bad People
It seems like we will be happier now a days by being a bad person. You didn't realize? Let me tell you about it.
If you are bad enough, you can rob people on the road, as long as you can run faster then others and if you are lucky enough, you might earn more then a year income for other people in just a few minutes. If too unlucky, those heroes catch you and police officer charged you. You don't have money to pay for lawyer, don't worry, lawyer provided to help you.....If too bad again, the lawyer failed to help you. Does not worry too much, room and food provided. Professional will plan a healthy life style for you. Wake up, exercise, eat, entertainment on time everyday. If you are sick, doctor provided. You will be under perfect protection 24 hours. No accident, no rape, no snatch thieves, no murder…….unless you are mean to die….No worries on earning, spending, a lot of your staff working hard outside to pay for your living. Everywhere you go, car provided.
If you are a good person, you being rob on the road. The thief might hurt you before he manage to run away. If you are unlucky enough, no heroes help you on the spot, thieve ran away. You have to log a report, too bad, you meet ‘polite’ police officer said that this is such a small case, happened more then 10 times a day, they will not spend too much energy on this case…unless you die. The police still good enough to help you by telling you where to reapply your IC and driving license, then charge you RM 2 ringgit for the copy of report. No protection, no time for exercise, no time for entertainment, no time for healthy food, need to work to get food, need to work then seek so that you can pay the doctor, need to work till too tired to sleep on a comfortable bed……The most important thing is, you have to work hard for your ‘bosses’ staying in the room provided……
May be I should consider being a bad person………………. "
Hahaha .. What a funny kind of thinking !! |
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